On a balmy night last August, Rachael Ray was just about to sit down for a quiet dinner at with her husband, musician John Cusimano, when a man riding an ATV began screaming from their yard that their roof had caught

While they waited for first responders, the chef and Cusimano frantically ran through the house, grabbing whatever they could, including their new puppy, Bella. 

“I mean, you can’t imagine it,” said of the harrowing blaze which her upstate New dream home. “Fifteen years of memories, 40 years of notebooks, drawings, thoughts, my life’s work.”

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The fire wasn’t the only challenge she endured in 2020. The star, 52, also faced some harsh criticism when crew members on the long-running Rachael Ray Show spoke out about being laid off during the pandemic. “This has all been extremely tough for her,” says the insider. “But she’s told friends that she’s to be and is enthusiastic about what the new year holds.”

The recovery process has been far from easy. Ray is still haunted by the memories of the fire, which had started in the chimney of the country estate located near the small town of Lake Luzerne. 

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“Thankfully, they got out in time, but it was years and years of memories left in a heap of ruin,” says the insider. “All her cooking notes were gone, the kitchen she put so much work into was gone, not to mention furniture, art and John’s instruments and other treasures.” Fortunately, the guest house was spared, and Ray and Cusimano, 53, have been living and working from there ever since. 

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Ray isn’t taking the backlash lightly. “She knows people are suffering from the production shutdown but assures them it’s all being worked out,” the insider says.

“She cares about her colleagues. They’re like family to her, so it hurts that she’s being targeted like this.” 

Cusimano’s been her rock through it all — but their marriage has weathered its fair share of storms. Reports surfaced in 2006 that Cusimano had a five-year affair with a Florida woman that continued after his and Ray’s 2005 fairy-tale Italian wedding. 

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In addition, another woman claimed he’d paid her to “satisfy his weird fetishes with acts too degrading to print.” Ray and Cusimano vehemently denied the stories, and the celebrity chef clapped back by saying she knows where her husband is every night of the week. 

“Everybody gossips,” Ray said at the time, “but this stuff is hurting people’s feelings who are in our families and friends of ours.” Despite Ray and Cusimano’s show of solidarity, the TV personality was struggling behind the scenes. 

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“She was miserable. She turned to food for comfort and was constantly raiding the fridge at night,” says the insider, noting Ray “gained more than 50 pounds from bingeing and looked big as a house, especially on TV.” But after the network “got on her case,” says the insider, the host had a wake-up call. 

“She made it her mission to get back to a healthy weight and not let the sleazy accusations get the best of her. Rachael stayed silent about the ordeal for 15 years, but now she’s telling friends she’s glad she stuck it out with John, because these days, she really can’t imagine life without him.” 

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They’re even set to say “I do” again. The insider claims Ray and Cusimano have a very special Valentine’s Day in the works, complete with a vow renewal. “They have such a romantic day planned,” dishes the insider, explaining that Ray’s going to wear her “original wedding dress,” and Cusimano’s going to serenade the bride with “a love song he wrote especially for her.” The ceremony’s a fitting way to kick off a new year. 

“It’s going to be so beautiful,” says the insider, “and the perfect antidote to everything they’ve been through lately.”

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