Demi Lovato has been very open about her struggles with addiction. The 25-year-old singer now leads a completely sober lifestyle, but that doesn’t mean she doesn’t still have bad days. Recently, Lovato opened up about nearly breaking her sobriety to drink at the MET Gala.

To watch Lovato’s interview with Access Hollywood where she discusses her addiction issues and hitting rock bottom, check out the video below:

She claims a “fake b*tch” celebrity upset her so much at the New York fashion event that she was nearly driven to drink to deal with the discomfort.

“This one celebrity was a complete b**ch and was miserable to be around,” Lovato told Billboard about the experience. “It was very cliquey. I remember being so uncomfortable that I wanted to drink.”

Immediately after the event, Lovato rushed to an AA meeting. She texted her manager and confessed her feelings. She was then rushed to a 10 pm AA meeting, where she accidentally wore some of her MET Gala diamonds!